Hollow echos where my soul once felt…
Echos of a cold and slowing beat where my hear once was…
I think that I’m done…
I’m tired to the bone…
Nowhere to hide…
With this feeling inside…
Who will be by my side???…
When it comes to that time???…
Hope to see your face…
When your time comes…
On the other side …
Pix…Google…
I’m here…
I’m here…
I’m here…
Just a lil bit tired…
Lil bit wired…
Sitting in the house alone…
With just my thoughts…
Wish I could just turn them off…
Maybe I just need a nice touch of soft water from the bath…
Just maybe???…
Musik always helps…
Shall I turn it up???…
I’m here…
I’m here…
I’m here…
Alone with just my thoughts…
Maybe I should just turn them off…
Me…
Hello Beautiful friends… 
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Thank you to https://discoveringyourhappiness.com/ for this fun and amazing award…
I would love for everyone to check out her amazing blog full of great insight and information and fun… I appreciate her and love her so much…she is a bright shining star…
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7 Facts About Me:
Put me in the ground already…
Six feet down…
Or spread me over the vast ocean…
Miss me…
When I’m not around???…
Or rejoice in the sound…
Of knowing I’m not around…
Finally resting…
Six feet down…
On hollowed ground…
Meditate with no thought of gain.
Expect no ambitions to be fulfilled;
Only then will the inner force manifest…
Deng Ming-Dao
Never jump out of the same hole twice…
Deng Ming-Dao
“We can never obtain peace in the outer world
until we make peace with ourselves.”
Dalai Lama XIV
He’s taking his chances…
Out on a limb…
Taken nothing with him…
But his despair n guitar …
Not knowing his fate or how far…
The burden he carries …
The stress n worries…
With tears in his eyes…
He walked away with only a faint goodbye… 
Picture…Google…
I hate these kind of days…
I just feel the pain and haze…
Is it all worth it???…to fight for another day???…
I am just so tired of the fight to get up …the pain when even laying down…no comfort zone near…
Do you hear me???…do you understand me???…
We are on the same team … the same side… fighting a fight of time…fighting a fight where most often we all always look fine… while your body insides are dying off…
No cure in sight …
Just take another pill…but the side effects may kill…
Is your fate sealed like a kiss from a poison widow???…I guess we all have a date with death its in our will…it is our destination …it is where we are going …where we are all headed…
No matter how much we fight we have to wonder if there is really light at the end of the tunnel…
Heaven …yes I believe…
Hell… yes I believe…
I don’t want to fathom the thought of hell…maybe here being on earth is the hell that is spoken of???…
Only God can tell…
I am tired…tired of many things …
But loving all of you on here is not one of them…
Just as you plan your day and feel ok all hell breaks loose as I fall to your bed and crumble in a ball your brain overloaded…. sensors going off as I just want to jump off….Don’t get to close to the edge…. I just might… .take a leap a leap of faith maybe today maybe tomorrow all of this sorrow all this pain will fade away as I pray to take it away…As I sit and wait to get on the sea saw of life it all starts again….. like Satan with an evil grin ..I return while you are awake I return as you try to sleep with evil laughter he states I won’t give you breaks only give you possibility of more than you can take… again evil nights evil days same time same place…. I am here to take the place…. of once was your happiness the things you once enjoyed to only remind you of what once was could never be… I am a prisoner of this disease….. I look in the mirror and to the horror it’s ME with the evil grin and red eyes …awake or in dream land and can’t escape… what is real what is fake…. this pain is present for Gods sake…. I drop to my knees with nothing left I am done… don’t want to go on…. where did I put the fucking gun…while my head spins sweat pours down me I can’t take this where is the door… I want to run… I want to hide… why don’t I just die… Evilness of this disease why me..should I had even asked….the evil grin and red eyes are back I feel it… it hurts all over ..there is a monster inside of me..it’s Satan… or so I thought……. It’s just me and my pain of this disease …same time same place ..please take me to that happy place…if only for 5 minutes or 10 I will take what relief I can…..I guess that I will just put on that fake azz smile once again…another day another night….a prisoner trapped in my own self a self I have grown to hate……..
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Please check out his amazing work at the above link….He is the reason, inspiration behind this blog post..Without you Mr Sheldon this blog post would not had happened …Thank you from the bottom of my heart…
Suzette
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