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Just living my lupus life to the fullest and best that I can...always hanging in there...Love to joke and just have a good time...I'm disabled but that doesn't stop my love for life. I also take care of my dad for over 3 years since his accident. Love music and meeting new people and anyone who makes me laugh. I'm random as you can tell and I go from one subject to another and as long as you can keep up were all good lol...Life is to short so live it to the fullest and do it with a smile.. anything else you want to know ask.. I'm a open book on pretty much any subject my health my life anything..hope to make friends on here soooo speak soon...Suzette

Fighting another day!!!…

I hate these kind of days…

I just feel the pain and haze…

Is it all worth it???…to fight for another day???…

I am just so tired of the fight to get up …the pain when even laying down…no comfort zone near…

Do you hear me???…do you understand me???…

We are on the same team … the same side… fighting a fight of time…fighting a fight where most often we all always look fine… while your body insides are dying off…

No cure in sight …

Just take another pill…but the side effects may kill…

Is your fate sealed like a kiss from a poison widow???…I guess we all have a date with death its in our will…it is our destination …it is where we are going …where we are all headed…

No matter how much we fight we have to wonder if there is really light at the end of the tunnel…

Heaven …yes I believe…

Hell… yes I believe…

I don’t want to fathom the thought of hell…maybe here being on earth is the hell that is spoken of???…

Only God can tell…

I am tired…tired of many things …

But loving all of you on here is not one of them…

For you…

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For you all!!!

I just wanted to say thank you to my new followers and to the ones that have been here from the start…The ones that I call my family…I appreciate you all so very much…

Thank you all for sticking with me when I am to ill to be on here…The ones that leave notes checking in on me…You all have a special place in my heart…♥♥♥

THANK YOU ALL…☻☻

Huggggs

Suzette

Mother Nature…

Let your rain pour all over me…

as I let her soak into my every pore…

drench me in every ounce of…you…

wash away my tears…tears of yesterday and tears of today…

wash it…take it…all away…

quench my thirst of just being one with…

laying on the saturated grass barefooted and all…

laying as mother nature does her thing…

covet me…

engulfing me…feelings…ignite my senses …electrifying my nerves…

I WANT MORE…

my mind…my body…my spirit…my soul…my all… has been touched

JUST LET ME SOAK IT UP…

you can feel deep within… softness like a rose…piercing like needles…

quite enough as she speaks to you…all who wants to listen…

pay attention…

feel her sensation of just being…

once you lay with her…let her rain on you…

you will never be the same…a change that can’t and never will be explained …

just experience it…

you will look forward…to her…

Mother Nature Rain…

The Happiness Tag

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Thank you to my blogging sister and friend,

The Happiness Taglifeofanelpasowoman.com

for nominating me to participate in the Happiness tag. You are such an amazing gurl and so much fun…Thank you!!!!….It’s a short but fun challenge so why not do it. The rules are included below:

List
5. Things that make you happy.
5. Songs that make you happy.
5. Bloggers that make you happy. Let them know you nominate them and you are done.

Five things that make me happy

  1. My family : ) My blogging family without you all I would not be doing this..I have so much fun on here with everyone interacting getting to know other more each day..Laughing and crying ..We are all here for each other and it makes me happy to know that I have true family and friends on here….
  2. Chocolate ice cream..enough said… : )
  3. That we are starting  back on our house it is an old house from the 1800’s we were still working on it when dad got hurt but had to stop so we are back on working and getting it finished(at least the outside for now)  but it is going to take baby steps and a lot of time..But so happy
  4. Working with rescue dogs and placing them in a great forever home…Training them to be indoor and outdoor dogs and to teach them tricks and things like to sit and shake and play with them …
  5. Oh I love to cook homemade anything the kitchen is one of my favorite places to be…Like the holidays I love doing it all.. Cheese spread and chips and homemade dips all the works……

five songs that make me happy

This is so very hard for me since I love musik….

  1. Paul Van Dyke Let go… https://youtu.be/myH1GDY03S4
  2. Tiesto Love comes again… https://youtu.be/yYwLLyy-hZQ
  3. Nelly Furtado Say it right… https://youtu.be/6JnGBs88sL0
  4. Justin Timberlake What goes around…comes around  https://youtu.be/TOrnUquxtwA
  5. Sir mix a lot Baby got back lol …https://youtu.be/kY84MRnxVzo

I would love for the following five bloggers to take this challenge:

          1. https://tessacandoit.com/
          2.  https://sheldonkleemanartworks.com/
          3. https://elementhealing.wordpress.com/
          4. https://polishingdookie.wordpress.com/
          5. https://oscardandelion.wordpress.com/

 

Texas…Rain…

Since here in HOTT AZZ Texas everyone may have been seeing that we have been getting so much rain..Getting hit very hard with this rain and more rain and did I mention RAIN!!!??? and some areas are or have been flooding some people have lost everything my heart goes out to those people it really does…It would break my heart to have ruin pictures things like that…

The last two years it has been this way rain, rain and more rain and flooding at this time of year so I thought since I have rain on my brain I would play some of my tunes that has …Yup you guessed it rain in them…

The first one is my man Tiesto it’s an older song but I seem to like it better than the newer musik he has been putting out…… ANYWAYS IT’S GOOD MUSIK AND YOU NEED A BREAK ANYWAYS..SO JUST DO DUE IT!!!LOL

Side note..It has not rained as of yet today so that is the good side of things..I wanted to add more videos but nope can’t do that so these are the two for now…Hope you enjoy : )

If it rains and we were together I will always share my umbrella (Well if I could find it)lol but I love the rain so I would probably just give you the umbrella ….Have a wonderful day and let it rain down on you…

 

Here is Eurythmics so much talent as a group or on her own…