19 thoughts on “Broken…”

    1. omg thank you so very much Sheldon… it means a lot coming from you…
      I searched for a photo that I really liked lol … it took a lil bit to find this one picture… again thank you…
      imma here hun…

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    1. yes!!!… I did… I could feel your pain… I could even visualize this as it was happening … I liked how you opened up even more on this post… as painful as it was and still is… this is the pain that you are feeling today… you had pain back when it happened but still rings true today even more so today…

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  1. There were pre existing conditions
    That I didn’t know I had after the accident my body went crazy
    Now this fall a couple of weeks ago
    Yesterday was the pits,I saw the dr about my shoulders,when I was done I just sat in the car and cried I sat there a long time,with this bronchitis,my body is zapped, yes I got that too

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    1. the pre existing conditions were from this wreck ???… from what???…
      getting hit like that you feel it more so yes at the time but more the older we get…
      you are going thru fucking hell my dear friend Mr Sheldon… what did the Dr have to say???… besides you having the damn bronchitis shitt… you have way to much on your plate my dear … I don’t wish bronchitis on my worst enemy ..well maybe lol… just you don’t give up on me…I will never give up on yo azz lol… I do know how it is to sit and cry… I have cried because I was what I call “scary tired” I get this way … just breathing… it scares me… I want to give you a lil hugggg…. and tell you that everything is ok… and this to shall pass… but reality is WHEN???…
      its hard too when you are taking care of wifey too… and worried I am sure about her tooo…

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      1. damn it…
        I am sure that you feel like a “project” … or pin cushion … sure it gets old after while… did the polyps come back as negative???…
        I am sure that you are worn the fuck out!!!…

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      2. They were per cancerous
        I have what is called Nash
        It’s in the liver it’s a combination
        Hep c and I believe cirrhosis
        I have what is called a perforated sinus
        There’s nothing in the middle of my nose
        Just this huge cavern ,blocked artery to my heart but not enough for surgery, high blood pressure, a few steps away from being diabetic,I’m not sure if I’m done yet,wait …..I’m going to see a new general practicer on Tuesday that will make 3,3 orthopedic,1pain mgnt,I guess I could come up with more

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      3. damnnnnnnnn… : (
        I am so, so sorry to hear all of this… you sure have a lot going on hun… but at least you are going to the right doctors ( I think)… I am trying to find all the positives that I can for you my dear friend… Oh how I hate to see new doctors … grrr I wish that I could find a doctor here…I see one but hes not helping at all…and my pain mgnt dr the one from Dallas quit seeing me last October and has put me thru fucking hell since…she won’t or her office won’t take the time to send my records…fuckheads…so I am stuck…
        You are to young to have all this health problems dear ; ) I hope this new doc will help you out more…maybe give you some good news… have you had operations on your shoulders yet???…
        Do they want to put a stent in for your heart???…
        I just really wish I could give you a huggggg… I know that wouldn’t help really… but I am giving you one anyways lol… maybe the more you talk/write about all that is going on (like you are doing) will get it out in the open so maybe you feel like you can breath???… and walk this hard path your on… just keep writing ….please don’t go anywhere hun… I so look forward to all your blog post and your amazing art that you do… love our conversations … your my dear Mr Sheldon hun… you were the one that gave me the strength and courage to post my first blog post (that I wrote out on your page lol) you inspire me in more ways than I could ever tell… I already lost one friend… I won’t stand to loose you… You have way to much talent to leave this place here… every time I get on here I try to scroll back to see if I missed any of your post…
        I just want you to keep the faith…faith in something is better than no faith at all… I am not saying go to church or anything like that I don’t do organized religion so I am not one to say anything like that… a lil faith in what ever you believe in …it could be a shiny unicorn for all that matters lol… I just know that you have to be tired of it all…I can relate I know I don’t talk about things going on here… maybe I should take a lesson from you and share that part of my life… maybe soon…
        I so wished that you both were closer where when I am not down n out in bed that I could help you both out… anyways…lol
        I am sure this new doc will help ya out (fingers crossed) you need good news hun… I know I have lost faith in this healthcare system … its easy to do especially when you have more than one thing wrong with you… they want you to go see this dr and go to that one and this one too…grrrrrr

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      1. I really want to thank you for taking the time and asking… means so much to me…
        I am ok…
        This was a very old writing that wasn’t all done and I just added new to finish it off…
        I know I write a lot of darker things but that’s just me lol…a happy person who writes darker things… now don’t get me wrong days I have a hard time with my depression or the stress of life but imma good…

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