I just wanted to say thank you to my new followers and to the ones that have been here from the start…The ones that I call my family…I appreciate you all so very much…
Thank you all for sticking with me when I am to ill to be on here…The ones that leave notes checking in on me…You all have a special place in my heart…♥♥♥
THANK YOU ALL…☻☻
Huggggs
Suzette
Back at you kid
You know how I feel
Just got back
from testing
They fill me with everything
But the kitchen sink
Then watch me on the computer
Early nite again
Big hugs
The Sheldon Perspective
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☻ I sure am aware of how and what you are going thru……….Today I am barley hanging in there myself after yesterday I had 2 biopsy done on my uterus I know gurly talk but I am a open book I just haven’t shared everything just yet…they didn’t numb it or give me anything to take to help relax me and I was going into it with them only doing just one and still freaking out then the Dr said no she needed to have 2 and now I am about ready for the heating pad and bed but oh how I hate this bed over here at my dad home lol..I will know more on the 9th on that test…so many test sometimes the waiting is the hardest part lolol…
I will keep you in my prayers for sure and continue to bother you with asking about what’s going on…lol..I just care…Yes an early night tonight and as I type this watch me not be able to sleep lol..OH life is so fun isn’t it when we are ill…
Hang tight my side kick…☻
Thank you for the hugggs I can always use them…
Hugggs back
Suzette
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I’m just checking in
I’m going back to bed
6:30am
I was just noodling around
don’t feeling good
As always Sheldon
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Thank you for checking in…Please feel free to anytime…Please update me as soon as you are able my friend…
Huggggs
Suzette
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Oh ok I hear you
I know how waiting is the hardest part
I feel ok but they want to know more
The Dr who I saw is not cooperating
Hopefully tomorrow he will call
Thank you for your support and encouragement
Sheldon
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No problem at all Sheldon…
maybe they will get to the bottom of all this and some how help you out..I hope…
I really appreciate you keeping me up to date…Hope that you can find time to rest as well…keep in touch dear friend…
off for a bit to make homemade spaghetti dinner…I am really not up to it but have to push myself and told the guys that I would make it while they are out and about lol…I love, love to cook …just pain and tired…you know..
Huggggs
Suzette
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Always nice to hear a thank you! 🙂
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Well I appreciate everyone here… ☻
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It shows! 👍🙂
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Awww…Thank you my friend…☻
That means alot coming from you…
Big Hugggggs
Suzette
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Hahaha I can be nice sometimes. Just don’t tell anyone. You’ll ruin my rep!
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Aw..lol…I know you are nice…I have also read some comments and you just tell it like it is… ; ) I like that…Some just can’t handle the truth…That’s on them not you ☻
But you secret is safe with me ; )
Huggggs
Suzette
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I hope you are feeling better. Love you sister ❤
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Imma hanging in there…just tired every day drained …I think it will get better oh and sick to my stomach I thew up 3 times today thank god for my trash can being next to me lol…but I believe it to be the medication that my regular dr put me on to try to clear up an infection in my lungs …my cough is better but still congested …other than that imma hangin lol…I am not no where as sick as I have been when I first started getting on here so that is a good thing right lol…I just hope I can get better and more energy and able to start again with doing more things so we can get home…better half and I are talking about maybe by the beginning of this week that we maybe in our home and just start working when we get up and that way we are home and not here trying to get over home things come up here and take our hope…and dad being ugly again…blah blah lol…
I mention to him about us going back home to start and shitters and he clapped and only asked about his medication that I give him everyday …wtf…That is a slap in the face to us ..our lives stopped when he got hurt for like 6 years now taking care of him and all he can be is a smart azz to us and some rude azz comments …does not appreciate us or anything we do for him…never good enough…so much I can say…anyways we won’t leave him alone, alone that long and he will be over everyday like he used to be lol…this way he can have the house like he wants it and get a lil taste of doing things on his own and he is able…WE JUST HAVE TO GET HOME!!!!!! LOL… today he only spoke when our friend came over for cofffeeee early in the am like he does when able his name is Scott…and that is the only time dad spoke to us today…being quite and not wanting to help us in any way at all…stubborn lolol… I am just getting tired of getting my feelings hurt and running ragged and shittt…
Sorry to have gone on…still just a lot on our plate still….even more stress with not knowing what is going on with my boobs and wahhoooie haahahahaahahah….I just had to vent to you and well who ever reads this lololol
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Thank you so much ☻☻☻…
I appreciate this so much!!!…can I say much one more time???…
Huggggs n love to you my friend
Suzette
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More torture tomorrow
There coming to fix the furnace
Dr appointment
Just craziness
The more I try
The more I stay stuck
No one wants to make you feel comfortable
They all want to just fix you
I ain’t a car
I just want to be comfortable
Pains all over
And nothing has been working
I’m just tired
Haven’t been sleeping so good
So how are you enough
Of me
It’s useless
Made fish tonite
With roasted vegetables
Made my own cocktail sauce too
Yummmmmmm
I still got the touch
Tilapia with an almond breading
Wrote today
did some new art work
Take care as always Sheldon
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Sorry to hear all that you are going thru my dear friend… : (
I understand the tiredness from running to the Dr trying to get all the test done and what goes along with it and the stress of just thinking of going to the Dr …
I/we feel the same way about being stuck about getting back home…so many things just keep stopping us…and of course no help…
No they do not want to make you comfy at all…even tho that is a right of you.. I have learned that from the beginning they do not give 2 shitts about ones pain as I sit here just able to wash all the clothes that is it for today …I think lol…unless I get a wild hair up my azz and um I just do not see that in my future for today lol…
I seen that picture of the fish right???…
It’s great that you were able to get up and cook one heck of a meal that you didn’t share with….lol…and you wrote some more always love that from you…and art work of course…always interesting for sure…How you come up with some of the art …very eye catching and makes you think too…
So you see …you did a lot my friend…more than you give your self credit …
I am just stressing over the waiting for results on all my blood test and other test biopsies they took and shitt…Like we all need more test and more things to go wrong with us huh lol…
I am with you about being tired …and being touched too …I had to come home from the 2 dr appt I had the last week and shut my bedroom curtains next to the window where I sit at my desk and almost just shut the fuck down…felt like a pin cushion and people everywhere “waiting” I almost had a fucking panic attack to tell you the truth…never before in a public place have I ever had trouble I never get nervous in crowds things like that but I about did a turn around and left…but I stayed …I knew I had to get it done…but it was a struggle for sure..I got home did like I just said put my pjs on as fast as I could get out of my clothes ..and played some musik on my computer just trying to decompress…
Anyways my friend Sheldon I believe we are in the same boat ..I know that I have said that before but I really think we are lolol..different things going on but none the less things are going on for sure lol…remember I got ur hand and you stay strong remember you will make it through this my friend…imma here with ya..
Huggggggs n sending out love to you and your family in this time…
Suzette
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Beautifully done!
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Thank you my friend !!!… : )
Hey I have a question for you..If you don’t mind and have the time??? just whenever …
Hugggs
Suzette
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My email address is robertmgoldstein@ yahoo.com. Please feel free to send me an email.
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You said a mouth full
And more
Yes I have to be more grateful
I do try to remember
How I’m still able to do stuff
I always try to speak of hope when I can
And share as much as I can
Thank you for you
The Sheldon Perspective
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I know I can ramble on way to much lol…That is just me hehe..
You are grateful you just have to look at things sometimes in a different way …even the lil things that you do…You do speak of hope : ) and how you still write while you are going thru all this is amazing to me…I have almost shut down due to over thinking of what the outcome can be with these test but I push myself and stay on here as much as I can with my family here : ) I love what you always have to say good or bad happy or sad and the art I believe that helps you most of all…I could be wrong …I so enjoy you sharing all of you..you are brave man Sheldon…
I hope soon that you can be comfy and out of pain soon …I hold on to that dream with you…still after many years and different meds I still have no luck but everyone is different and so I hope for you my friend…
No need to thank me at all..we are friends and that is what friends are here for…
I just want you better…
Huggggs
Suzette
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Hi there Suzette. Just saw your link on Jason’s blog so thought I’d drop by and say hi. Now to have a good look around 😉 Have a great weekend 🙂
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Hi Andy : )
Thank you so much for stopping here at my home lol…and a hello to you as well …please feel free to look around all you want ..I know that I have not blogged much just because of health but I plan on doing it more often as soon as things get more in order for me lol but I enjoy sitting here reading others blogs and get to know others is a pleasure for me…
I just read the about me section on your blog and really enjoyed it very much so..so I will follow you and look forward to reading and learning more about you friend : )
Hope that you have a great weekend as well..It’s a lil kool here in Texas today it was down to 35 when I woke up but I so enjoy it..
Hope to speak to you more..and again stop by anytime…Thank you for the love!!!…
Huggggs
Suzette
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Hiya Suzette > Really nice of you to come over and check my blog out. I think you’re my first friend from Texas. Our image of Texas is cattle and cowboys and steak. You mentioned health so I hope you are feeling better today. While I’m writing I was wondering if you wouldnt mind subscribing to my YouTube channel. I’ve just started it and its really difficult getting it off the ground; totally different to the lovely people you meet on WP. Here’s the link https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOEpkuORpi63SMMzCLfGrkA I hope you dont mind me asking. Have a super Sunday and hugs back from China 🙂
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I am going back to Jason’s blog after a few to look around at the other blogs that I didn’t get a chance to at the time..
Jason is a really great person for doing this …
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Jason really looks after people. He’s a one in a million 🙂
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Yes he is…I appreciate him …funny too lol
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Hope your holiday was full of chocolate. 🙂
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Hey gurl!!!…☻
As a matter of fact I did get chocolate lol..chocolate covered vanilla cherries…its always the simple things in life that make me happy…
How was your holiday gurl???…☻☻
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I made stuffing buns. They’re delicious. Look for photos to be posted soon. 🙂
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I hope you and yours had a safe holiday!
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Thank you friend…
We did have a nice one ☻☻
But to be honest I am glad it is all over with…I am tired…but then I always am …
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Hey there
Just dropped by to say hello
As always Sheldon
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Hey my dear friend…
it has been a minute ..
I always enjoy you dropping by …I like to keep tabs on you and how are you doing my friend???…
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My eyes are all messed up
These progressive lenses
I just got are killing me
Why are you so nice
You just make me want to smile
Big hugs
Sheldon
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Omg you got new glasses and with progressive lenses ??? me too lmao…I have bifocal one on bottom for reading and the top for distance still trying to get used to the lines…grrr….
You getting headache ??? why are they killing you???
Hmmm why am I nice??? I am just me this is who I am ☻☻ Oh I can get mad as a hatter haha but usually nice…You are the second person within minutes to tell me that I am nice and I said I try and she told me no that it is just in me to have a big heart…BUT THIS IS GOOD SENSE IT MADE YOU SMILE!!!☻☻☻ My plan worked then…evil laugh lol nah I’m just this way…but I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUCH KIND WORDS …and YOU made me SMILE…
I will take those hugggs friend ☻☻
I did almost go off on someone on here when I seen one of your art pictures being on the feed and thought to myself hey I seen that picture before and that is Sheldon so I clicked on it not noticing that it was a reblog…lmao…so with that I hope it made you laugh lol…
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People do that all the time
the other day someone told me they put me up on Twitter
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Kool…☻
I just thought before I noticed that it was a reblog lolol…
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Suezz, I’m sorry to hear about all the invasive testing and the fatigue, I hope things are looking better for you now.
LOVE + HUGS!!!
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Just checking in on ya friend…
I know I’ve been missing from here…I just don’t know where to start lol…I’m trying to make my way back here..
So just thinking of you and seen this on here and missed it before so sorry about that…
anything new???
Huggggs n love
Suzette
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Trouble with my eyes
Second time to the Dr
Everything is fuzzy
Cataracts
I hope we can fix it
Very fustration
On art
And I’m pecking with writing
This body will not let me alone
Fighting with everything I have
Thanks for costing
As Sheldon Always
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Hi Sue,
I hope all is well for you! I haven’t seen you around here in awhile! I hope to hear from you soon! Hugs! ❤
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I was hoping I would catch up to you
I’ve miss seeing you
It’s deep inside
Where sadness lays
You know where I’m going
I hope all is well
I can feel it out there
How real the pain is
You know where to find me
I wrote a poem for Johann
Called Painkillers 2
As Sheldon Always
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Heck I just seen this as I was going thru the list…
awww I am glad we are catching up too my friend I missed you and your post…
I love and understand all that you said above… this has and still is a hard fucking road that we seem to be on…and the pain is to fucking real emotional and physical …why must we have to fight for things that should just be…
I am doing the best that I can…feel like I am running in circles with my health and the fuckhead drs …so mad…but you know…
I hope today has treated you better???…I hope everyday for that…
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Thanks suesuzz
I so happy to finally came to visit
I’m just so tired
My fight diminishing
As Sheldon Always
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I am happy to be able to get back on here… and visit you my dear…I am glad that I could make you happy ☺ I missed being on here…I was on for awhile just not writing and more reading of others blogs then well with health I had to rest…so I understand your tiredness and how hard it is to fight boy how I can relate my friend…
I always enjoy your blog post…
keep on fighting my dear…we must…as I say that I so want to rest myself and its only 6:50 lol sad but true…lol..
Sending you positive vibes and energy …
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Awe! Hugs. I hope things are looking up.
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Thank you so much!!!
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